all i do is listen to dubstep. datsik has taken over my life. get me to dirty mega. fast.
just came upon them. shame on me for not knowing of them earlier. amazing.
crazy shit.
every day.
ive fallen in love again. truly madly deeply.
i actually enjoy these. fork you if you dont.
In the middle of the summer who were you involved with?
no one at all. not even in the least bit. sad story.
Who is the next person you will hold hands with?
good question. hopefully some really cute boy that runs away with my heart.
Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
always. i could cry.
How do you feel right now?
slightly depressed. not sure why. well, i know why. i just dont know why im so upset about it. silly boys.
Was last new years enjoyable?
no. it was horrible. i was dragged around wilmington only to be sober and pay a shit load for a taxi.
Connection between you and the last person you texted?
dana. roommate. one of my best friends.
When is your birthday?
october 30th. woo.
Last time you felt bad about something?
this morning. i really embarrassed myself last night.
Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
no.
What are you doing right now?
sitting in my room. trying to be tired so i can go to sleep.
Biggest annoyance right now?
i cant have the boy that i want.
Can you see yourself with someone forever?
i honestly have no idea. sometimes yes, sometimes no.
What would you do if you found out your most recent ex is engaged?
i dont really know who constitutes as my most recent ex. i guess the closest thing to ‘ex’ would be sean. and i would not be surprised in the least bit if he were engaged.
Do you have any friends that you have known for 5 years or more?
yeah. were not close anymore though.
How has the week been?
well, its just starting over. last week was pretty ok. until saturday night. it was just bad.
Did you have fun friday night?
um. it was alright. i dont really remember a lot of it :/
What were you doing at 1 am this morning?
either still drinking over at blakes or at waffle house.
If you knew a secret about a best friend and you got mad at them would you tell the secret?
never.
Is there someone that you believe you will always be attracted to?
yes. it makes me sick. i hate it.
Been caught doing something you weren’t suppose to?
thats kind of the way my life works.
What was it?
drugs. drinking. drinking while driving. being places i shouldnt have been. smoking. talking shit.
Does everyone deserve a second chance?
i find that to be very true.
Do you have a best friend?
a couple.
Do you get mad easily?
no. it takes a lot to make me truly angry.
What woke you up this morning?
michael walking outside to smoke a cig.
What makes you not be able to sleep?
thinking. caffeine. lights. sound. worrying. im not a very peaceful sleeper.
Name something your doing tomorrow?
going to school. eating. pilates. homeworkkk.
Are you ticklish?
not so much.
Is your current hair color your natural color?
kind of. its been dyed a lot.
What time did you get up?
like noon maybe.
What was the last thing you ate?
french fries from wild wing cafe.
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
yes.
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
im pretty sure its aleks tomic’s.
What did you do last night?
worked. went to blakes surprise party. went to waffle house. went to the guys house to sleep.
Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
hug.
What do you think is annoying?
people smacking their food. gulping drinks. boys not putting the toilet seat down. dumb people. bad spellers. tardiness. ambiguity.
Do you think people talk bout you?
probably. i learned not to care a long time ago.
Last car you rode in?
carsons.
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
merely as a friend.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mother :)
What’s your hair look like today?
it did look grimy as fuck. now, its very clean. yay.
Who was the last girl you had a conversation with?
kaley i guess.
Do you have any plans of moving out within the next year?
maybe into a new apt or house.
What happened today?
woke up. smoked a cig. came home. lounged. went to wild wings. went to work. came back home. showered. here.
What’s the last thing you drank?
water.
How long does it take for you to get to sleep?
i dont sleep very well. so it usually takes me quite a while.
What is tomorrow?
monday. ugh.
Do you care what people think about you?
eh. some people, yes. not gonna lie.
Do you enjoy giving hugs?
yes.
Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call but never do?
at times. it depends on who it is. and i actually dread talking on the phone.
What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the one by the wall.
What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
my irish promise ring.
When was the last time you said “i love you” & meant it?
to my mother on the phone earlier.
Do you have a nickname? What?
bay. bailes. bay bay. bay ray.
Who’s the youngest one in the family?
me.
Who was the last person to IM you?
i dont ever get on aim anymore.
Are you on any medication?
nope. well, birth control if that counts.
Do you live in a zoo?
i would like to, but no.
Where were you when the ball dropped for 2009?
dalton vitiello’s.
what a strangeeee night.
Who is the first person you call when you hear bad news or have a bad day?
usually my mom or honnah.
Ever run out of gas while on the road?
its happened a time or two. im really bad about that,
-Sid Malone “the Winter Rose”
